Sad Friday

Hello! It's Friday today and I didn't go to school because of family matter...

There's music class today and we're supposed to cover a song, I'm the leader of group but, I missed school :( I don't know how the song turned out.... huhuhu



So, uhuh.....today and the past 3 days has been sad...My cousin's grandmother (not mine, but her's) which is like a grandmother to me also, passed away this Tuesday....yes, and this morning is her funeral.....we buried her back to the ground....we escorted the corpse to its last resting place...I did not take any photo though...i did not want to ruin the atmosphere.
Surprisingly, today I didn't cry! Usually I cried in funerals...haha...like the day before....which was the coffin closing fellowship...so we sing, worship God, listen to the Pastor's preach and others and I cried! Yesterday! I cried! I waste 3 packs of tissue to blow my nose, and to wipe my tears hahaha.... why? I cried because I feel sad, listening to the Pastor's preach...it was sad...and to the story of my aunt....and I was imagining something else...."what if it's my beloved grandmother who's laying there in the coffin?" , and because I missed my cousin so much who came back for awhile from Singapore and so I cried on her....so her shirt got dirty because of my tears and *ahem* snot....huhu

 (My cousins whose grandmother just passed away)

(Left: The grandmother who passed | Center: My cousin | Right: My beloved grandmother who's 70yrs old right now -alive-)